Angie

Last time ~

2010-11-06T20:10:00.003+08:00

Hmm..mm, there's so much things I wanna say~
if you can see this, i guess you can knw how i feel..
But you won't see this bahs i guess....
Both of us are too shy,
there's chance but feelings had faded becoz no one dares to make the first move.
That time, I wasn't actually angry, i knw you're playing (that wasn't real).
But i can't help but to be jealous. Indeed i am..
I can't express myself because I don't have the courage.
I thought there's gonna be chance but after all everything was just a dream.
I still like you but it's no use anymore coz you won't care anymore..
I can stop liking you but can't forget you.
Even so, this will be the last time I gonna think about you..
No more...
Cause what i hope won't happen anymore~
It's was my mistake for not making you to like me as much as i like you.
It's my mistake for not forgetting you.
Please don't feel troubled becoz of my feelings.
Please forgive me, i promise i won't think of you anymore...

Finally

2010-09-12T09:24:00.002+08:00

Finally remember password!
QianHui link ya....
Recently there's lots of things happening in my family..
Of course it's not about something good.
Something that I wished it could never happen before..
Just hope that things can turn better....May the fate decide!

Another thing,
I just thinks that you're really.........
Everytime, I ask you something you don't wish to tell me, you will say " it's none of your business why should I tell you". Well, this really hurts. But when i don't intend to tell, you'll force me to tell. What is this logic? Can any bloody one tell me? Cause that is so not fair!

: " Really irritated with all this? Problems coming one by another! It's just too sickening! But thanks * for giving me advice! I appreciate it lots:)"

what does it means anymore?

2010-07-21T16:07:00.003+08:00

'If laughter can numbs the sorrow, I will rather laugh forever( never stop laughing)'
L.O.V.E, is a complicated 4 letter words.
What does l.o.v.e means?
I don't really understand.. If that means the same as loving your idol(guy idol), then i know how it feels. But seriously I don't know what is love and how to love.
I am quite admire those that know how to love and what is love. In dramas or reality(examples), it seems like love is a horrible, hurtful, living agony and sometimes it seems like romantic, sweet and secure. Is love really like this? I think everyone loves the feeling like being protected, it feel so good. When you're frightened, someone would hugged you tightly. When you're walking, someone would held on to your hands gently yet warm. When you're sitting, someone would gently pat on your head.(I love this, i love being pat.) So sweet... Listen to this song, it's sweet&touching yet the ending is quite sad. (周湯豪-愛瘋,http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KKnWN_CmsUM)

Time is running out..by Muse

2010-06-26T17:57:00.003+08:00

How time flies when you are enjoying it...
Remember the time I was having fun with friends in primary school...
How great life was at that time..Our classmates all played together, we're so bond..
Out of the sudden, I miss them...It had been 4 years since the last time i saw them..
Only when you get older, you'll then started to recall the past..
I hate to be older.. How i wish i could forever be 16 without growing up,no matter what..
If time can stop right now???
It will be so awkward to be with them right now as we have lost contact for such a long time..However still, all the best to our exams this year guys..
Life in 6-5 will always be the best memory in my life...

Time out

2010-06-25T13:06:00.002+08:00

i still have my dreams to accomplish. I can't stop right now! Music is what I moving towards to. I'll use anything to reach my dreams, i don't care if anyone tries to stop me. I don't afraid to dream..

Music is the most fantasy thing created by humans.

2010-05-18T14:01:00.004+08:00

I can't imagine what kind of life i will be living without music.
In fact, music major a big part of my world.
It helps me to awake from my senses, knowing what kind of life i want to have.
Music is the most kindest thing on earth.
Through musics, human beings can understand each other well & stays harmony.
Music inspires my life. Never thought i would love classical musics before I heard Beethoven's 9th symphony. Despite of his deafness, Beethoven still manage to create lots of pieces of artistic works. Because of music, we learn to love & give. Music speaks what cannot be expressed, soothes the mind and gives it rest, heals the heart and makes it whole, flows from heaven to the soul. For me, music is enough for a lifetime, but a lifetime is not enough for music. Music and rhythm find their way into the secret places of the soul. Music helps to console the fear of the soul. Music is such a fantasy thing i cannot live without. My forever no.1. Different types of songs, lyrics, the genres of a song, represents a different voice from one. The voice that cannot be expressed through words.

Happy,Thrilled, Crazy,Hyper

2010-05-12T13:52:00.003+08:00

those who can laugh without cause have either found the true meaning of happiness or have gone stark raving mad.

"A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart, and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words."

2010-05-07T16:13:00.006+08:00

Sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.
Temper tantrums, however fun they may be to throw, rarely solve whatever problem is causing them.
Don't let the anger leads to hate..
I would not apologize for anything..
& I don't intend to do it..
I wasn't at fault..
My anger is raising..
But I don't want to blow up..
Therefore, I chose to be quiet..
After all, you don't think about my feelings..
Can you just say anything you want?
Without considering other people's feelings?
I'm not perfect but..
At least I know what i should not talking about..
You know my toleration to something..
& you chose to challenge..
You know nothing..
I am mad for a reason..
Just I don't intend to tell you..
Because it's just seems to be no use..
What you have said..
I 'll remember..
After all, I'm in a losing end..
Therefore from now, I won't give in..
What you have said & done,
I'll return it to you..
I don't care anymore..
I'll leave the future to the future..

Virgo characteristics

2010-05-03T14:18:00.003+08:00

Virgo Strength Keywords:
- Analytical
- Observant
- Helpful
- Reliable
- Precise
Virgo Weakness Keywords:
- Skeptical
- Fussy
- Inflexible
- Cold
- Interfering

Percy Jackson

2010-05-01T09:09:00.006+08:00

"If my life is going to mean anything, I have to live it myself." -Lightning Thief

Don't go around saying the world owes you a living. The world owes you nothing. It was here first. I love life because what more is there.

Sometimes I wonder what will i become if i am not a human.
Would things become more complicated?
Or....
If i can choose my destiny, I want to be a abnormal person.(Vampires, Wizard or Demi-god)
I live in my imaginary and that's me.
I can't do without my imaginary.
I love to imagine and I feel peace at imaginary.
Imagine about being a demi-god,singer and etc...
Its not a bad thing actually...
I am a person who lives in her own world, own imaginary..
That's me...that's why sometimes people don't really understand..

Sometimes being a human isn't a bad thing...
You'll get to explore, finding out new things as days passes...
Everyone was born and live for a purpose..and that's what you need to find out.
Beethoven was born to be a musician and that's what he found out before he passed away.. Who will get to know their future as soon as they were born? That's impossible right? Everyone needs to find out on their own & that's the exciting part living as a human.. When you have an impression of someone, the very first thing is by their appearance. From their appearance & their manner or how they behave, you'll likely to know how the character of a person.. That's the interesting part of living... Meeting different kind of people like those that you detest, your crush is a different experience you face everyday.. Interesting huh?

But I really want to be a person that is abnormal...hah
Now what i have to find out is " what am i living for...."

Twilight

2010-04-30T18:06:00.003+08:00

Bella, I couldn’t live with myself if I ever hurt you. You don’t know how it’s tortured me. The thought of you, still, white, cold… to never see you blush scarlet again, to never see that flash of intuition in your eyes when you see through my pretenses… it would be unendurable. You are the most important thing to me now. The most important thing to me ever.- Edward Cullan
I am frustrated because there's no percy jackson's blog skins..
Anyway, Twilight rocks! I love all those romantic stuff but i doesn't mean it appeal to me, haha! Bella and Edward's love story is romantic!

Happiness

2010-04-24T13:45:00.004+08:00

To be able to move on, one has to learn to forgive not only the person (or people) who have done one wrong but also oneself.

Blood's thicker than water, and when one's in trouble
Best to seek out a relative's open arms.

Music washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life.
I am interesting in greek mythology!! It is so interesting! I get to know more about greek mythology because of Percy Jackson..
Stories of greek mythology are about heroes. If you are interested in greek mythology? Maybe you can start from Percy Jackson book series. If you are really interested after that..Well, find more about it in internet or cable tv channel9, the history channel!!One day, I would like to visit Greece. I feel that there's a lot of mystery in that country. I want to know more about Greek mythology. Too bad that Percy Jackson book series had finished. It is never enough to enjoy such a wonderful book with awesome legend and mythology! Just I'm too addicted to it! Both movies and book are so awesome. After watching the movie, I had been thinking is there another one that will be showing in the threatre? Is there is, I will be the first to rush and buy the tickets,haha^^Then after that I bought the series of book. Now its been a week that I finish the last book of series. I am so sad, there's no more to read TT I still love percy more~~

The charm of history and its enigmatic lesson consist in the fact that, from age to age, nothing changes and yet everything is completely different.

2010-03-31T18:09:00.002+08:00

I like living. I have sometimes been wildly, despairingly, acutely miserable, racked with sorrow, but through it all I still know quite certainly that just to be alive is a grand thing.
Life is a process. We are a process. The universe is a process.
YuRu asked me a question today that made me think deeply, Hmmmmmm...mmm!
Seriously I don't know because I had never came to that problem before!
Then, when it really happens then I shall start to think about it!!!

Time is passing

2010-03-16T16:15:00.004+08:00

"It's no use going back to yesterday, because i was a different person then."
- Lewis Carroll
They deem me mad for I will not sell my days for gold; I deem them mad for they think my days have a price.
Kahlil Gibran (1883 - 1931)
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No point of saying sorry for the mistakes you had already made.
Because I won't be same after that. Haha!
Everyone is growing to a more better person.
Being more and more matured......

Goals

2010-03-10T16:39:00.003+08:00

I am inspired by the talk today. Is like so amazing. The questions that were asked were one i had never thought about before. Goals, Targets, Dreams, is something i didn't know about. I don't even know where i'll be heading after i pass my n-levels or even i failed my n-levels. I once thought that ITE and Poly is only the choice after the results. But after today, i realised that there were actually lots of choices for me to choose. I use to afraid of big dreams but it didn't turn out to be as fearful as it will be. Having big dreams is a goal, a target for me to work towards to. Without them, even how much i work hard, it seems like something is lost and i won't even know where i should be heading. Now, I am really interested in music and being a chef. Either one of them will be the final goals that i will be heading. I feel so motivated like finally i don't feel that i'm lost and what the hell am i doing this for?
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Theres something i won't be sharing with you girls because i don't feel like it. Even i told you girls, whats the point? You won't care about it. I rather keep it inside and never let anyone knows it. I am a loner ever since in pri school. No one actually know how i feel. Theres no such thing like real friends or maybe is just that i never had the chance to meet him/her.

One day...

2010-03-06T21:09:00.002+08:00

In the past, laughing hard from the bottom of my heart is so easily.
But now, its seems like its getting harder and harder.
They say that a person like me, doesn't seem to have a day that i am down.
They doesn't know, only if they were me.
Even my besties doesn't know.
I am good in hiding myself right?
But I will tried to be sad in front of people.
How long can i tolerate?
They don't know that sometimes whatever they say really hurts me alot.
Sometime i think....
Actually they doesn't even respect me and they still want me to respect them..
What is this?
I tried not to get angry but i cannot tolerate.
Why is it that human are selfish sometime?
They just keep thinking in the way that they think.
They don't even trust that i will do that if it was their turn.
If they don't trust me, how can we continue to communicate?
Sometime I feel like i don't really know how to communicate with them.
I feel like talking to someone but theres no one there.
Now SNSD'S poster know everything about me.
They are the one who listen to me seriously.
Everything that I felt.
Not even lies to them.
But I won't be defeated by this. If i am easily be defeated, am I still called Angie Lee? Even though i am really sensitive about words, but one day i will show you that i am not that person. But please don't joke with me or bluff me because i will take your words seriously.

I finally say something i need to

2010-02-27T20:42:00.002+08:00

Finally, i pluck up my courage to say it. Theres a person i needed to apologise to since a few years back and now finally i said it! Ah so relaxed now. I feel so sorry whenever i saw that person. I was too childish and sensitive in the past. So sorry. Even though i am now still the same! I am so sorry, he didn't blame me still i am sorry! I should not treat anyone like that in the past, i won't ever again! HAHAHA

You're a real actress!

2010-01-25T17:20:00.002+08:00

You know right, people are just selfish.

2010-01-16T09:14:00.005+08:00

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You know right people are selfish, they only think of themselves.
When someone finally found something they are really happy and they feel bless, others are simply just jealous of them. Human are like this but sometimes they just overdo it until others get hurt! Thats why in drama, when actress A found her happiness, her boyfriend actor A can't get over her and destroy her happiness. When a person did something they finally happy about and is happy, others just won't congratz her but keep thinking of other false thinkings they think that person would did this decision. DON'T USE YOUR JUDGEMENT TO JUDGE OTHERS OK? THERES SOMETHING YOU DON'T KNOW, DON'T KEEP USING YOUR FABULOUS JUDGEMENT TO JUDGE OTHER. THERE MUST BE REALLY A REASON BEHIND A PERSON'S DECISION! If only Hurting others feelings is only what you all can do to make that person feel bad, then you're wrong. That person will only get stronger and become a person who will get a better life than you! I SWEAR!
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Theres also this kind of people who does not have any relates with you right?
But always when they needed you, you will always find them beside you and they think that thats right?
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To people I mention out there esp if you're that boy i hated to core, I wish you to continue to have a better life and make sure you are really happy. I think you won't be lah. With your Fantastic Judgement and using others, you will surely regret! If you dare to say it in front of me or YuRu, You will be sorry because I will be the past Angie that will keep any angers inside her. I will fight with you, till the day i die, i won't surrender! I made a good decision and i am happy that i am in other group now. Because i feel much happier in there, like a family while i feel like i'm in hell in the past with you all! Although you all treat me so how friendly but theres something i know! Beware of smiling tigers!~.~ DON'T THINK THAT BOY IS ALWAYS WINNING GIRLS! YOU THIS 'FANTASTIC BOY', I WILL BE WATCHING HOW GOOD YOU CAN BE!

I will protect my best friends, don't anyone dare to bully me or them~I won't be the same anymore if you provoke me! Say anything you want but don't let me know it~

Jump To Your Dream

2010-01-11T18:25:00.005+08:00

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Dream, it is just too beautiful to dream about,right?
I been dreaming in most of my time, dreaming that I was singer in Korea.
Dreaming about Key and Onew is my best friend.
Dreaming about lots and lots of things that I know its impossible for it to happen!
Its just too beautiful to dream about! Forget about everything just for a short time to dream about! I hope to live in dream forever but I knew I would wake up soon or after. Just I don't want it to be so fast! Sometimes, I wonder if i was really a girl or boy. Most of the girls hopes for romance but I don't really hope. Is kissing really shows how much you love a person? Having a relationship with a girl or boy should kiss? Sometimes, I just wonder...

Cool huh?

2010-01-06T15:21:00.004+08:00

I don't want time to pass so quickly! I just don't want to grow up! Things will turn complicated in future, why just let it be the same just like now?

^:^ 2010

2010-01-01T15:40:00.002+08:00

Haha,i can't believe that today is the 1st jan in 2010.
it feels like i am in another century after 2009.
everything went ok in 2009 but i have to say 2009 is much more better than 2007.
Hope 2010 is a wonderful year to me, best friends, sones,shinee world,shinee and SNSD^^

no title...~.~

2009-12-21T10:40:00.002+08:00

Happy Friendship~~~~~
Loving Friendship~~~~
Sarang Hey yo~~~~~~~~
Chu wa e you~~~~~~~~~
Chi ku, sarang ham ni da~~~~
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Try singing~~
I compose on my own, so talented~~~
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I love my friends.( Just 3)
Other than them, I don't feel anything towards them.
Just like when you like someone, you can only see that person.
I love my soulfriends, my eyes can only see them!
I am not friendly person, or correctly act friendly.
I don't know them so to keep myself safe from trouble, I act friendly.
Keep a distance between strangers to be safe!
So i am here to write a confess letter to my soul friends, of course not including my 2 other Penpal in the internet!(they're important too!)
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To my important person in my life,
Thanks for being beside me.
No matter my ups or my downs time, you all are there to cheer me up!
Although we do quarrel, thanks for tolerating my character all times.
I know I am a person who is hard to be with if I treated you as my family!
Thanks for tolerating me! I love all!! But I love guys! HAHAHA!

I can't help it

2009-12-11T09:20:00.004+08:00

I can't help but to keep on posting about SNSD! They done a beautiful job in yesterday's Golden Disk Award!

Check this out to see the winner for yesterday night:
DISK DAESANG AWARD

Winner: Super Junior
Disk Bonsang Award (similar to best album)

Winner: SUPER JUNIOR - Sorry, Sorry
Samsung YEPP Popularity Award

Winner: Super Junior
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DIGITAL DAESANG AWARD

Winner: SNSD
Digital Bonsang Award (similar to best single/best digital single)

Winner: SNSD - Gee (The First Mini Album)
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Samsung YEPP Popularity Award

Winner: SHINee
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Others:

Disk Bonsang Award (similar to best album)
Winner: Drunken Tiger - Feel Ghood Muzik : The 8th Wonder
Winner: 2PM - 1집정규앨범 - Hottest Time of the Day
Winner: Lee Seung Chul - Mutopia
Winner: Baek Ji Young

Digital Bonsang Award (similar to best single/best digital single)
Winner: DAVICHI - Davichi In Wonderland
Winner: Son Dambi - Type B
Winner: Baek Ji Young - My Ear's Candy
Winner: Lee Seung Gi

Rap / Hip Hop Award
Winner: EPIK HIGH

Rock Award
Winner: Jang Gi Ha and Faces

Newcomer Award
Winner: 4minute
Winner: T-ara
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SNSD'S SPEECH ON RECEIVING THE AWARD:

"Nine people,who are so different from each other,have now become one and many things have experienced on the way. Since last year, the times have been very difficult for us and there have been many ups and downs. It is with many prayers and with faith in each other that we had in preparing this album. Thank you God and....( Sooyoung stops,shes sobbing) Tiffany continued:We are grateful to our fans. Jenny unnie, Sungsoo oppa,Jaewoon oppa and our choreography team who gave us beautiful choreography. To get to this stage today, many things , many things have happened But the faith and the love we have in each other and most of all the passion we had in getting here today, it makes us happy, I would like to dedicate this honour to god. Sooyoung continues: All the seniors here who are always guiding us on where to head and our colleagues here who are active with us together, we thank you all and the family at the red carpet who always makes our ugly selves looking pretty. And our stylist Lee Euna and the staffs and our manager who work so hard in the hell called SNSD. Youngjoon oppa, Sungwoo oppa, Sungman oppa, Kyungjae oppa, Hojin oppa, Seungup oppa and our forever Cookieman, we really thank you all. Sunny says: Thank you,Sones.
ALL: Thank you!"

10 to go

2009-12-09T07:34:00.004+08:00

1.Are you single?: Yes
2.Are you happy?: Ya
3.Are you bored?: No, I got cafe world
4.Are you fair?: no
5.Are you indian?: chinese
6.Are you stupid?: No
7.Are you honest?: Ok
8.Are you irish?: No
9.Are you nice?: Fake wan
10.Are you asian?: Ya

Ten facts.

Full name: Angie Lee
Nickname: Ah zai
Birthplace: Singapore
Hair colour: Black
Hair style: Medium-Length
Eye colour: Black
DOB: 16/09/1994
Mood: No feelings.
Favourite colour: Pink,red,blue,black,purple and orange
One place you wished to visit: Japan and Korea

Ten facts about your love.

1.Been in love?: No
2,Believe in love in first sight?: Yes
3.Currently have a crush?: No
4.Hurt emotionally before?: No
5.Broken someone's heart?:Not sure
6.Have your heart broken?: No
7.Like someone but kept in heart?: No .
8.Are you afraid of commitment?: No
9.Last person you hugged: Yuru
10.Last person you said ILYs : Key

This or That.

Love or lust: Love
Cats or dogs: Dogs
Best friends or regular friends: Best Friends
Creamy or crunchy: Creamy
Pencil or pen: Pencil
Wild night out or romantic in: Romantic in
Money of happiness: Happiness
Night or day: Day
IM or phone: Phone

Have you ever.

Been caught sneaking out: No
Seen a polar bear: Ya
Done something you regret: Yes
Jumpin: bed
Eat food that is on the floor?: Ya
Eat an entire Jaw breaker?: No
Been caught naked: No
Wanted bf back?: No.
Cried because lost a person forever: No
Wanted to disappear: Ya

Preference of love.

Smile or eyes: Eyes
Light or dark hair: Both are a yes
Hugs or kisses: hugs
Shorter or taller: Taller
Intelligence or attraction: Attraction
Violent or pathetic: Nope
Older or younger: Older
Outgoing or quiet: Both are ok
Sweet or bad: Sweet

Have you.

Performed in a large crowd?: Ya
Talk on the phone longer than a hour: Ya
A rock concert: No
Cheerleading team: No
Dance team: No .
Sports team: Basketball .
Drama play or production:Production
Owned rich cars: No
In a rap video: No.

Last call you made: Yuru
Hugged: Yuru
Hung out: Jingjun and Yuru
Work: : No
Talked to: Everyone
You IM'ed:??
Texted: Jingjun
Movie: Gokusen 4
Last person or thing you miss: The Japanese Botak boy!

Helping hand

2009-12-01T15:13:00.003+08:00

What will you do if there is a need for you to help someone? Will you do it?

A freedom sky

2009-11-30T15:40:00.002+08:00

Deleted all of my posts.( I am going to start afresh. Haha it would take a long to change.)
Actually I written a lot of post without knowing but all of this post seems to be useless. Why do I need to write of this posts? Having a blog is to write out all of your feelings and whatever.... Imagine I wasted lots of time writing lots of things and not even a single post did really relate out all my feelings.

Everyone has a piece of their sky. If you are having a bad day, the blue sky of yours will turn into a raining,thunder sky. If you are having a pleasant day, it will turn to be a blue,sunny and windy sky. I have a sky that is covered with clouds. Not even a single ray of sunlight can pass through. But I will have a piece of sky that is sunny,blue and windy because I am not going to be a person to kept everything in me anymore. I am going to be me, where I am not going to let anyone ride over me. I'm going to strive out a path that belongs to me and thats only gonna be me.