10. 3. 6., 오후 9:09
In the past, laughing hard from the bottom of my heart is so easily.
But now, its seems like its getting harder and harder.
They say that a person like me, doesn't seem to have a day that i am down.
They doesn't know, only if they were me.
Even my besties doesn't know.
I am good in hiding myself right?
But I will tried to be sad in front of people.
How long can i tolerate?
They don't know that sometimes whatever they say really hurts me alot.
Sometime i think....
Actually they doesn't even respect me and they still want me to respect them..
What is this?
I tried not to get angry but i cannot tolerate.
Why is it that human are selfish sometime?
They just keep thinking in the way that they think.
They don't even trust that i will do that if it was their turn.
If they don't trust me, how can we continue to communicate?
Sometime I feel like i don't really know how to communicate with them.
I feel like talking to someone but theres no one there.
Now SNSD'S poster know everything about me.
They are the one who listen to me seriously.
Everything that I felt.
Not even lies to them.
But I won't be defeated by this. If i am easily be defeated, am I still called Angie Lee? Even though i am really sensitive about words, but one day i will show you that i am not that person. But please don't joke with me or bluff me because i will take your words seriously.
